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Tuesday, November 24th, 2009
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9:19 pm
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RCCC thanksgiving saturday...i don't think i've been in at least 2 years...HMMM what to bring--since i don't have a 'traditional dish'!!! any suggestions?? and don't worry, lauri, we will have an anti-disc party by ourselves.
current mood:  thoughtful
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| Friday, November 13th, 2009
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10:35 pm
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my mom has swine flu. as soon as she got off the phone with the doctor, i promptly left westborough.
current mood: healthy
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| Monday, November 2nd, 2009
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9:08 am
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kaity's was wicked fun. i'm so glad i went. it's wierd knowing so many people at a party, and by knowing i mean close friends, not just acquaintances.
i puked in a bush in boston in broad daylight. that's defo not embarasing hah.
the heat in my house isn't working..or the hot water...so back to westboro i go...
current mood:  cold
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| Friday, October 30th, 2009
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1:38 pm
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it has been so long.
how come i can't forget you??
current mood:  melancholy
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| Sunday, October 18th, 2009
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11:06 am
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give me my fucking space.
current mood:  annoyed
current music: "Entre le Bien et le Mal", Despised Icon
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| Thursday, August 27th, 2009
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1:11 pm
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i am going to attempt finishing unpacking.
current mood:  sore
current music: "When Life Meant More", All Shall Perish
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| Tuesday, August 25th, 2009
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2:59 pm
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it is still a very wierd feeling. it's been 4 years. but i am so happy right now.
current mood:  giddy
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| Saturday, August 8th, 2009
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9:15 am
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i am so close......
only 32 gay historical documents to read and answer 1-3 questions on each of them.
1 more ppt assignment plus the exam.
and then that's it!!! ahhhh too bad i have NO motivation anymore. well i hope i finish this all by 12pm august 11th.
current mood:  blah
current music: the quiet of rural massachusetts
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| Tuesday, August 4th, 2009
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9:19 am
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i am back in Mass!! but i suck right now because i really can't do anything until august 11th, when my summer courses end. every day i just read an entire history chapter, take a test, perhaps do an Office 07 exercise, or perhaps write and essay or read another text book. it fucking sucks. but it is almost over...
mayhem is today. i already bought my ticket which started at $25 but by the time all the service fees had been paid it was up to $45..so basically i have to go now, i contemplated not going b/c i really shouldn't with all this work i have but i already paid a lot of money so i guess i'll go and pay a lot more money for beer and hopefully a whitechapel sweatshirt. and i've been super excited about it for a while. hopefully i will make a new friend haha. or see someone i know. becasue it's gonna be a loooong day.
current mood:  awake
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| Saturday, June 27th, 2009
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4:32 pm
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so...my laptop (graduation from high school present, bought in jan 05) is buzzing. which means the hard drive is dying.
SO i bought a new computer. so far ...fanfuckintastic!!!! ideally i wanted a Mac, but those are soooo expensive and my dad knows nothing about Macs and i don't really either so i'd be a bit lost.
everything is so much faster!!! and i might actually be able to listen to music now! WOW.
I ran my first 5k this morning. I really wanted to place, but my age group was 18-29 or something like that so we got all the rediculously good people. so oh well . i finished 99th overall, i think there were maybe 300 or 400 runners? 28.22 was my time which is pretty good. it just sucked cos i can't run outside to train, way to humid here. But i am running another 5k next saturday so hopefully i will improve my time! it didn't help any that i couldn't breathe...i thought i was gonna have an asthma attack at the end. :x
current mood:  pleased
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| Sunday, June 21st, 2009
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11:31 am
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this journal is so full of man hate.
someone should change that.
current mood: blah
current music: "Another Song About the Weekend", A Day to Remember
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| Thursday, June 18th, 2009
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4:07 pm
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i spoke too soon. well we made it to date 4 but that is that i guess since he doesnt seem to want to do anything anymore. =(
current mood:  crushed
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| Friday, June 12th, 2009
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8:55 pm
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i have made it to date #2!!!
current mood:  shocked
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| Sunday, April 12th, 2009
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5:59 pm
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one of my best friends got married last weekend. i had the honor of being a bridesmaid :) we all looked gorgeous. the best part is, mike is awesome. he's one of those people i don't think i'd ever be able to have a serious convorsation with, and he listens to metal which gives him lot's of cool points in my book. he and sarah are so happy together, i think the accident helped strengthen that bond, especially on his end. my mom and my sis and dean came down for the wedding, so even tho i didn't get to spend much time with them, i was still glad they came. my mom said she was so glad she came, too. dean who is now suzanna's fiance.
wierd i know. my sister is getting married. to her first boyfriend. who she's only been with for 8 months. but...if you look at the marriage rate of gordon graduates, i'm sure you'll find that most of them get married within a year of graduating. personally i think they're just in a hurry to have sex and don't believe in sex til after marriage.
i am moving in a month. altho i don't know where yet. away from charlotte, that's for sure. i was gonna live with sarah but i think mike is getting out of the hospital earlier than expected and i'm not about to live with newly weds, even tho they've been togetehr for about 5 years...i told her to find me a place to live while she looks for her and mike so we can be neighbors. i don't think i'm ready to leave the state yet. if i move back to MA then i'll live in my grandmotehr's farm house. my dad is getting it appraised cos my parents might buy it. there is a lot of work that has to be done to it. but it would be available for the summer so i could live there because i can't live with my parents. my mom knows that. countless times she'd tell me to change the song on my ipod. one time it was cannibal corpse live and they were announcing the next song "this next song goes out to all the fuckin' women out there.....fuuuucccckkkkeeedddd with a kniiiiiffffeeeee!!" so i changed it and the next one was msi bull**** which basically goes like this: "and after this, the rest is all bullshit ooooo". so yeah. my grandmother died on tuesday, we are having a memorial service in the end of may so if i am staying in the state i need to know asap so i can get a plane ticket.
guess i should go back to studying...haha 5-0 Bs and it's only the 2nd period!!!!
current music: last regular season game
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| Friday, February 27th, 2009
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8:54 pm
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i am SO much prettier than your girlfriend...but at least you have fullfilled your desire of sleeping with freshmen, since she is one.
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| Sunday, January 18th, 2009
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5:38 pm
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sorry i suck and never saw anyone over the breaks really. i only went out a couple of times over thanksging and xmas. it was a rough end of the year with my grandmother, then both my cats dying.
fluffy went to a better place the day before i flew back to charlotte, almost as if she knew it was the best time for me...i got to spend my whole break with her so i wasn't leaving her there which was the original plan, and i got to be with her when she died. which was really hard, but i'm glad i was there. we buried her at the place she was born, my grandparent's farm, in a pine grove. she was healthy her whole life and over thanksgiving she just went into a downward spiral, i had to force feed her and water her, my poor poor baby :( but at least she is happier now. and with scamper.
i got a kitten from a high volume kill shelter. i was originally going to adopt from the humane society but they just got back to me like yesterday and i got this cat a couple of weeks ago i think...she's very affectionate and playful as kittens are. i named her roxy, after a long thinking process with jen and sar, yes after the brand name.
i was supposed to go on a date tonight...but he is hungover from last night i guess...i had a feeling that would happen since he jsut got back from afghanistan and didn't drink for a year, then goes out for the weekend, a recipie for over hung. altho despite my inclination, i was still excited because i haven't really been on a date since high school. well, i have, just ...i'm not going to say the rest of the context for that...
hurry up may.
current mood:  disappointed
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| Sunday, December 21st, 2008
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7:44 am
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so besides the fact that my cat has intestinal cancer, i hit a cat last week, and i just realised the other night i'm NOT graduating this may b/c i will be 9 credit hours short of ELECTIVES ....life is just wonderful.
my mom changed my flight for me, i was sposed to leave xmas eve but now tonight..which i probably won't because of the storm..but at least maybe i'll leave tomorrow. i am bringing fluffy with me, and i will be leaving her there. she has been so sick for 3 weeks, altho this week it was not so bad. last week she was puking like 6x/day and one day i can home to find her very dirty at one end, i had to give her a bath to get it off. i have to force feed and water her because she won't do it on her own. thninking about how when i come back to NC at the end of break, that will probably be my last goodbye to her makes me really upset.
and then realising i'm not graduating jsut because i wont have the hours made everything that much worse, but i foudn the silver lining. i think, i might jsut study abroad again. it must be a sign...no way in hell am i staying at uncc an entire extra semseter. i could just take classes at quinsig and then transfer the credits but i wouldn't get the grades just the hours, and i want to take 3 easy classes and get As to boost my gpa as much as i can. so i found a summer programme in france, and there is also a university that partners with uncc if i wanted to do a fall semseter, i also found a uni in canada where they speak french. i am all for that except i have a quebecquoise in my classes right now, well they're done but, and her french is VERY different from france french. her pronunciation is so different, so idk if i'd even understand canadian french. but, if i went there i'd probably be able to drive there and probably i'd be closer to Mass than i would if i went to france. but i feel like i'd get a better immersion going to france. my french advisor said i need at least 6 months to be fluent, but 3 might have to suffice. idk i guess i'll see what my parents say. it would be nice to be back in europe, then i could trip to london and see my friends :)
current mood: optimistic
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| Thursday, December 11th, 2008
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9:40 am
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i think i knew every person in my dream last night, which is weird. lauri had a black bunny, i think it's eyes were pink...i woke up at a very important part because people were shouting. seriously, having a domestic dispute at 3am??? seriously.
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| Wednesday, November 12th, 2008
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4:56 pm
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thank the lord i am done taking tests!!!!!!!!!
....for now. i think i've been test taking for 3 weeks...blarg.
current mood: relieved
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| Thursday, November 6th, 2008
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9:17 pm
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i was watching cnn when they announced obama won the election. it took about a day to sink in, i wasn't devestated or hopeful, just in shock. i really didn't think he'd win, i just thought he had a lot of supporters who made themselves known, and mccain would win a silent victory. and by silent i mean mccain's campaining sucked, as did kerry's, but i still thought he'd win just because of the past voting trends in this country. but...i'm glad the youth of the nation are getting out and voting, i don't like retirees making all the decisions for me.
i didn't vote for obama because i didn't like him from the beginning, he seemed too promising. plus, head of executive branch with no military experience? if i was in the military, i think i'd have a hard time respecting that. never going thru all the shit they go thru...military guys see obama as someone who does not support the military. whether thats or true or not, which it probably isn't, well...altho there is 1 who said he was happy obama won, but to quote " I was hoping he would win, yea weird military guy hoping for a democrat".
i didn't vote for mccain because, how the fuck old is he???? 74?!! what's the life expectancy of the average american male?? now, i disagree with everyone who raked palin, i don't think she is as incompetent as everyone makes her out to be..but still, once again, no military experience, more of a celebrity than a leader, altho she is a great public speaker, i dont' know how the world would react if she became president.
don't fret, i voted. i voted for the first man on the ballot. i looked him up, read all his policies, didn't agree with all of them but i did with 1 in particular- the US will stop spreading democracy in foreign nations that are not ready or willing to let us democratize them. guess what america? they don't want to be a deomocracy! they are not ready!! and they hate us for invading them, when we think we are just angelic and helping make the world a better place, stupid americans.
so that's my stance. i don't give a fuck if you disagree, i have a best friend who is diehard republican. i watched the VP debate with her and the 2nd presidential debate with geoff's black roomate, a democrat. so i got all their comments while watching. something one of the reporters on cnn said i found interesting was about how we keep passing up electing these war heros, the last few presidential elections, mccain this year, kerry before that..idk how far back he went. i will just be glad when i go back to europe and not have everyone hate me just because they hate bush. and wait..bush? who is that again? i have barely heard a peep from that man in the past how many months? oh and i didn't vote to reelect kerry either, bastard couldn't even come out of his goddamn conference and shake my hand when i was in dc for a week with Presidential Classroom.
thank god for no more poitical ads, that was especially annoying (all the senetorial, gouvenetorial, etc) here when i was like I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT LIVE HERE IM NOT VOTING FOR YOU!! in other news, i got a job, since the government limits how much you can borrow each year, and my limit was 10,000 under what i calculated i needed...this i discovered about a month ago so its too late now to move.
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